I had so many fears about making the leap to homeschooling. I still have some of these fears, since not all five of my littles are home yet.
It’s been about a month and a half so far, and I have learned so much already. About my children, about my kids and societal expectations that we live in.
I have had the advantage of having a great tribe of beautiful mamma (and one papa) friends that are seasoned homeschooolers. They have been involved in the local homeschooling communities for over 10 years. Their support and guidance has truly helped with the ease of this transition. The best advice so far has been “Don’t stress, you are doing it right, and they are learning”.
- I am Calmer and less stressed: I don’t feel as rushed. I am not hurrying to make lunches and breakfast before 7:30 am. We aren’t rushed to fit homework in between after school activities, dinner and evening routines. I feel a lot of the stress to get things done ‘before school on Monday’ disappearing. As a result, my kids don’t feel rushed and hurried. Our house is experiencing more peace and everyone is breathing a little easier.
- We own our schedule: Our schedule and routine is now our own. We follow our own holidays and breaks. We follow our daily schedule. We take yoga breaks when needed, not when the clock tells us too. We don’t have to rush to get permission slips, weekly folders, and homework checked off. No more rushing out at the last-minute to bake cookies for the bake sale or buy supplies for a project due the next day.
- Leaning happens everywhere: Many of our friends told us “You are already homeschooling with all the educational field trips that you go on”. We are in control of their education, and this means we can create learning opportunities everywhere, all the time. Learning is happening all around us, if we take the time to see it. I know exactly what they are leaning and can bring this into our daily conversations and activities. I am now the one that gets to see their faces light up when they learn something new, or feel accomplished. I am loving being part of their education process.
- It takes less time: A normal traditional school day often consists of a lot of lining up, quieting everyone so that the teacher can be heard, re-direction, turning in work, retrieving supplies. This doesn’t happen in homeschool, or if it does, very little time is spent on these activities. This frees up their school day. Actual work only takes about three hours. This frees up the rest of the day for creative play and activities. (Free time does not mean video games. They have a list of educational games and activities that are allowed before 4:00 pm).
- Spontaneity is the name of the game: Being in charge of our school day means that we can have a spontaneous field trip, or we can decide to move around our studies. We have a co-op we attend once a week, but the rest of the week is ours!
- BONUS! I am leaning so much! We could all use a refresher in our studies. I love that I am learning right along with them!
The biggest thing about homeschool is that there really isn’t a right or wrong way to do it. This is the part that my friends have stressed to me. Just enjoy this time, and if a favorite song comes on, by all means stop what you’re doing and have a spontaneous dance party!
If you had told me a year ago, or even 6 months ago that we would be homeschooling all five of our kids, I would have told you that you are riding the crazy train. It always comes back to this simple thought, We do what we gotta do for our kids.
I first began to see homeschooling in action about 6 years ago when I joined a beautiful circle of women who were mostly all homeschooling their children. These mamas I count among the best, loving, patient, fierce and present. I was in awe of their love and dedication, but thought “Oh I could never do that”. To spite having taught several freshmen courses on World Religion at San Diego State University, and loving it. I imagined homeschooling to to be completely different than teaching a University class.
But alas, here we are. Although we have only begun to dip our toes in, and not all of our children have left their traditional school yet, we are loving it. We are breathing easier and soaking in the love and learning.
So what lead us to this journey? Here are just a few reasons;
- BULLYING When I have mentioned that my kids are being bullied, I have had several parents jump in and share: “Oh I was bullied, everyone gets picked on, it builds resilience” or “I just teach my kids to handle it, or fight back”. I even had the Head of School tell us that her grandsons get bullied and she just tells them to ignore it . These words are not helpful, our kids are still working on recovering from their histories. Our kids were in a collective 15 homes before becoming a forever family. We are working very hard to build their confidence and instill sold self identities. When they experience bulling, it sets them back in their healing process. We understand that they will encounter bullies in life (I even encountered another mom bulling me online when I stated in a forum that my daughter was being bullied). It is not a level playing field, our children didn’t start out with the same advantages as most of their peers.
- TRAUMA INFORMED SCHOOLS Most schools are not trauma informed. Ours was no different. If you are lucky you may find a trauma sensitive school, but a school like the one Oprah talked about in a segment on trauma she hosted for 60 Minutes. is rare. We have had some great teachers that ‘get us’ and then we have encountered others that don’t. There were the teachers that let my children get away with everything because they didn’t want to trigger them, or because they ‘felt sorry’ for them, knowing that they were in fostercare. On the other side of this, we have had teachers blame my children for everything, and labeled them as a problem. When a child acts out, a trauma informed person asks “What is going on behind this behavior? What does this baby need?” This is not letting them off the hook, but examining the root of the problem. With a trauma informed/sensitive school the needs of all children are considered. Fire, tornado, and lock down drills can be triggers for kids that have experienced trauma. Safety is always at the front of their minds, many exist in a fight, flight or freeze state. When their perceived safety is at risk, they will be triggered and go into FFF. To completely overlook and dismiss the needs of these children is a huge oversight.
- LET THEM BE KIDS With the emphasis on Common Core it has taken much of the creativity and flexibility away from teachers, and causes them to teach to the test. Here in NC we have House Bill 950 (Read to Achieve). This is the test of all tests for our third graders. They are told “Pass it you don’t move on to 4th grade”. I had 3 children not pass this test (luckily it was resolved in a week with two of our kids, and overlooked with one because he has an IEP). This test is stressful for kids, especially for those with anxiety. What are we doing to these littles? One of my children sited for a reason to wanting to be home schooled as not feeling so much pressure anymore. Being pulled out for IEP work puts unnecessary attention on them. When they return to class they feel rushed to catch up with the lesson plan that their classmates have already been working on. Most kids feel the struggle to keep up from time to time, but our kids with IEP’s the struggle can create severe anxiety.
- SCHOOL ATMOSPHERE I am pretty sure that everyone is in agreement that the atmosphere in schools has changed. The Everytown website reports that since 2013 (Sandy Hook) there have been 308 school shootings. If you examine the data, many of these did not include injury, but that’s really not my point. It’s the atmosphere that’s being created in our schools. Our school had 3 threats in one week. This created an atmosphere of elevated stress, caution and frustration on the part of the parents to know the details of what was going on with these investigations. The kids felt it. They felt it from their parents, from their teachers and from their peers. There was no escaping these conversations when a police car is parked out in front of the school. Many parents agreed that it made them/their children more comfortable knowing that the police were on campus. Here’s that trauma reminder: Not all children associate police with safety. Their histories have proved to them that police equal problems.
- WE ARE IN CONTROL OF CURRICULUM I have to give praise to our school for offering a very diverse and inclusive curriculum. My children never once came home with the white-washed history of Columbus Day. The curriculum emphasized POC in history, and their music and art class was full of multicultural activities and songs. But, schools have limited resources, and there are still times when reading lists or histories miss the mark on being inclusive. So for our 5 year old we get to pick Zooey and Sassafras for our read-aloud and science. She sees herself in Zooey, and representation is so powerful. For our older children, we will not brush over the tough parts of history, we will not make heroes out the men that caused pain and devastation in our dark history. Will will celebrate the great achievements and contributions of the men and women that have made this country great.
These are OUR reasons for turning to home education. This is where our hearts are leading us. Every parent needs to make the decisions that are right for their families, and at the right time. When my kids were first entering school, my circle of friend included more HS families than not, but we had very specific reasons for choosing our school. I also know that it is a huge privilege for us to have the ability for me to stay home with our kids. We do sacrifice a lot, but the fact that not everyone is in the position to make this choice is not lost on me, and I am absolutely grateful for this.
Next week…Dancing in Joy, and other things we have learned about homeschooling.